Thursday, December 25, 2008
i have always loved late night, for everyone has gone to sleep ,TV is shut down, i would normally leave my radio on, with my favorite DJ hosting my favorite night programe, it overwhelmes me sometimes, it put me to a better sleep at most times, everything gets to slow down, even i have to put a stop to all the studying, and get to enjoy how frogs croaks in chorus.
4 more days before i say goodbye to 2008.
the year i would remember the most.
for it shatters me to pieces at times, and break me down sometimes, for i cried the loudest scream which is mute, for i see nothing but darkness.
and it wakes me up again, having to realise that difficult life always teaches me something, something valueable.
the fear of letting go someone i love the most is the toughest of all to learn, to even talk about it, i would have more eye- twitches, more heart aching, more sweats in the palms, more sleepless night tearing in between reality and dream.
i prayed initially for his good health, for gaining back what we seem to have lost,
until recently, i prayed for his peace, for accepting this cruelty of life that knocks us down, yet ironically, has spurred us all to appreciate life even more, to live life to the fullest.
i guess, after what we have gone through, i still feel so much thankful.
what do i want for year 2009?
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