i see there's this big changes in me. i used to be too arrogant to have listened to what my own peers have to tell me, in terms of studying, and i was, majority an information provider. and thanks to IMU, i am kinda thick-skinned now to open my mouth, and learn as much as from my peers.
when it comes down to spirituality and philosophy, i have always had my own set of thinking. whatever people tell me, i would listen but with a filter inside my brain. i still am adamant on to what i believe. but there are people who could easily talk me into believing what they have believed.
this, mainly i guess they think more sensible than me. and i am glad. they exist to let me know other [perspective] of life.
and newly added to the list, i think Jiahui the blogger. and that's the reason why i like what she has written. i guess. we have the same wavelength. at least i find her practical=)
she doesnt particularly talk about what facial cream goes well with what type of skin, considering she is an artist. she doesnt talk about clothes.. about shopping.
she talks about what she thinks. her wisdom. her glorious side. and the bad side too. reading hers.. sometimes make me nod in agreement.
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i love it best, when my group mates are out from where we work. it's always the competition (good, and bad) which people compare who would shine out.
the stealing of glances. the look of arrogance/ disbelief when some failed to answer a standard question and stuffs. it's tense. but we certainly learn a lot.
i have always in the first group, considering my surname starts with an "A" so i was in it in sem 6/7 but when i made the choice to change group so i could do my elective with a friend from another group, i had a total different taste of being with a whole lots of new people, the working experience and stuffs, are different. AND i love them all. i found my best moments in each of the semester.
and when i was shifed back to where i first started, i had a sense of unfamiliarity but alas, a sense of belonging as well. now here and then, i would think to myself " oh boy how i miss that" this is this sense of familiarity which make me adjust to this group quite okay.
though there are times when i feel upset over small things. =) but just the learning part, i still carry some gold in my mouth, most of the time.
so. today we went out to eat. and being a concerned friend of mine, this friend said" not to worry, i am here, so i guess they would make choices of food that certainly include you" and we had mcD, and stuffs. finally, guess what's the conclusion. Nasi ayam coz we had our malay friends this time for the eat-out (hehe!)
looking at all their faces, i think they kinda like the idea. so it would be way too a dismay if i were to raise my hand and said" look i am a vegetarian" and this friend tried to look for other alternative.
then they realised that i am in the outing.
so they changed their plan.
but i insisted that i would love to go for the nasi ayam. another friend of mine, asked if that's really okay that i just ate plain rice with some salad.
i told her, it's not particularly the food, i came because i loved the atmosphere of us being together.
it's fun-filled, excited, loud. yeah. we were loud.
and another another friend of mine, kinda talked under her own breath that" she wondered if we could have this reunion later in the future"
i think this sense of finally graduating from medical school has rooted in some of our heart.
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i just want to capture in here the best time we had. and here we come, those postings!
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about you!
destined
exam is coming real soon, feel my palpitation now.
i see there's this big changes in me.
