Friday, July 10, 2009


felt the urge to cry, for a series of bad luck tagging along with me lately.
surgical case is still in a searching mode,
penalised for not attending class due to overslept for sleepless nights due to overwhelming stress and etc..
trapped inside IMU when everyone had left for dinner..
like a lifeless soul looming around.
but i know. this is only temporary. but the waiting part is almost killing me.
it's coming to the end of a posting, with the stress. with the classes..
yes. it's alright.
i can wait because a friend had shown me how she had preserved.
it is easy to be trapped inside a self-pity defense mechanism.
and i had been sober for a few days.
not for the coming days.
Y6:27 AM